The Axiomatic Musings of a Teen who's a firework flying solo because there's a she-wolf in your closet and the DJ's got us falling in love again.

That was honestly the most fun I have had at a party in SUCH a long time. So before I describe why, I'd like to give a thank you shout out to two awesome girls, codenamed Hope and Naomi. Naomi is actually a featured dancer like me in the musical so we've been talking more, and then I got invited to their joint birthday party/fundraiser, and it was a blast!

So when I first got there, everyone was outside playing volleyball while awesomeness like, "Raise Your Glass" and of course, "Friday" were playing. We weren't keeping score or being serious like Ash and his friends get, we were just having a good time laughing and playing and dancing around, it was really chill :). Oh and I got hit in the face with a volleyball. NBD though xD. There were a lot of people too. All the cool nerds who didn't wanna go to the hockey game ;). Lia and her boyfriend were there too, it's always nice seeing them together. It's so obvious how much they're into each other, but at the same time they don't flaunt it and they aren't all over each other all the time, it's just kind of a given and they're chill. It's where I wish I could have gotten with Ash...ah well. Bygones.

After, I went in for some food and of course the food was delish, AND THEY HAD ARIZONA GREEN ICED TEA WITH HONEY AND GINSENG. So i basically drank half the bottle. Teehee ;). Then the lights went down and awesome songs started playing and we danced our hearts out! And I may have mentioned this before but dancing validates my existence. Just jumping around with all these awesome, friendly people, to an awesome song...there's nothing like it. Such freedom, it's just exhilarating.

So we danced around a bunch, and I did quite a bit of dancing with Devon :). That's one of the things I like about Devon; he isn't afraid to let go and dance as crazy as I do and just have a blast. And I do always have fun with him, if it's dancing or talking or anything, we just can always make each other laugh. It's not that I like, have those sorts of feelings for him or anything...I just think he's attractive in a v-neck and I really like being around him, and talking to him, and giving him hugs, and making him laugh, and getting compliments from him, and things like that. He's just..he's a cool guy. I'm very glad he's my best friend. :)

We danced around a bunch more and I just had a ball. I felt like I could really let go because I didn't have to be worrying like, "Oh, is Ash at home bored? I wonder what he's doing. I hope he isn't talking to ___. Anxietyanxietyanxiety!" No worries at all, just fun. And I even got to put my hands up during "Single Ladies" this time! :D.

Ooh, the 'talking to ___' thing reminded me of something else! I've made friends with another girl in the musical, codename Fay, who's a total sweetheart. Ironically, she was one of the girls that Ash had had a crush on last year (but she rejected him, so I hold nothing against her), and was one of the girls that made me really insecure (she's really skinny and pretty, her codename comes from French 'parfait'), but since Ash and I broke up I have no reason to feel that way around her, and we've become friends! She's a darling and introduced me to Mocha Iced Coffee Light and Sweet from Dunkin Donuts so I basically love her xD. Anyway yeah she Facebook chatted me while at the party (idk why my phone signed me onto chat automatically but whatever) because Ash was texting her. So we talked for a little bit until I explained where I was and that I had to go. But yeah, she's been really warm and friendly to me. I've even been nicer to Cady too (remember her?) and that's going nice :). It's not that I'm taking back my reasons for disliking/avoiding these girls before, but it's just that those reasons simply don't exist anymore. Which is good :).

Did I mention my French teacher came to the party? Wearing a sequined tank top? And was dancing with us?? She's basically the most radical educator I've ever known :D. Mega props, Madame, mega props. Vous etes hyper cool ;).

OH I ALMOST FORGOT MY FAVORITE PART! There's this girl in my advisory and math class, codenamed Millie (because it rhymes with her last name and idk, it would sorta suit her). She's an amazing student, very smart, very modest and fairly shy at school, and just the sweetest doll you've ever met. Doesn't raise her voice ever. There's also another guy whose regular name I'll have to use because otherwise the quote isn't as funny. But anyway he's very obnoxious. And during volleyball he must have just irritated Millie just past that point where she couldn't hold it in any longer and she just bursts out, 'EAT SAND, ERIC CHEN, YOU NERD!!!!!!!!". And something so unexpected from someone so sweet basically made my entire night xD. She really does loosen up when she's with her friends though, she's quite the good little dancer too :).

So yeah, had a great night! It was just such a great time to let go of all the stress and just enjoy the company of my friends. It really was exactly what I needed. Lost my flip-flops at the end but Smash helped me find them. (I don't hate him as much since he's in my Lit class. Plus I don't think I'll be running for Class Prez again anyway but that's another post). Talked to Devon and Cissa when I got home for a little while, then to Ash for a few because I'm worried about him, his tumblr and FB status were really worrisome. You don't have to like someone to care about them.

LOZAD tomorrow/today since it's 12:03am :D.

♪: "Raise Your Glass" by P!nk
♪♪: "Just The Way You Are" by Bruno Mars