The Axiomatic Musings of a Teen who loves loving others in love.

Happiness is contagious.

Okay well not all the time. But sometimes it's enough to get you through the day when you see someone else happy and can be happy for them :). Now before I start let's get some codenames sorted out.

We're talking about that-girl-from-my-math-class-last-year that I've mentioned a couple times before. But she deserves a better name than that, and she's not in my math class anymore xD. So she'll be Lia. And her boyfriend that I mentioned when it was his birthday back in August is in my physics and Latin classes this year, we'll call him Paul because for whatever reason his face has always reminded me of Paul McCartney xD. Kinda like how my International Business class today decided a kid in our class looked exactly like Sid from Ice Age. BUT ANYWAY BACK TO MY POST.

So Lia and Paul have been going out for months now and personally I adore them as a couple. Lia is a sweetheart as I've mentioned and Paul is just hilarious, our Latin teacher always picks on him because he calls himself a pseudo-intellectual :P. And although I don't know either of them too closely personally, I know they're both really cool people, and they seem really, really happy together.

Like just today I saw them both at her locker, and later walking together in the hallway. I WAS NOT CREEPING. They were on the way to my classes xD. But I saw them and just at a glance Lia looked so happy and Paul looked so happy to see her happy and it just made me happy too :).

And I was in like, a really shitty mood, too, I had a bad day and I miss Ash at school like crazy. So you'd assume I'd be more resentful and jealous that they're happy, but strangely it's the exact opposite. Lately I've been reading LGMH and even that can't cheer me up, because my reaction these days is honestly "yeah right", because they're still just some silly love story that I can't even believe in anymore. But seeing some friends being genuinely happy is like LGMH times a bajillion because it's right there and you know it can and is happening so it means more, I guess :).

I feel like this is coming off really weird cuz I sound like a creeper. Like HEHEHEH I WATCH PEOPLE HOLD HANDS IN THE HALLWAY AND IT MAKES ME GIDDY HEHEHEHEH. I promise that isn't actually the case xD.

Point is, I think that's a better way to look at things. Even when you're down, don't curse happy people to bring them down to your level. Be happy for them too, and then everyone's happy instead of everyone being miserable! :D. Don't be jealous, because I can assure you from my perspective at least that not every relationship is as happy and perfect as they'd like to make it seem. If you see a couple happily hugging tomorrow, don't roll your eyes; they may have just made up from a big fight. You never know, they both really may need that happiness right now, so don't begrudge them for it. Even if you'd still give anything to be them. It's only a matter of time until you will and then you'll wish people were happy for you, too <3.

[P.S. Please heal soon, Ash.♥]




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