The Axiomatic Musings of a Teen who would rather be blissfully ignorant.

Okay, first order of business:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just turned 15. Had an amazing day, and I couldn't be happier!!!
Ash got me a bracelet. I don't think I'll be taking it off any time soon, it's very pretty :). He hung out with me all afternoon and came out to dinner with my parents and I, it was just a really, really great day. I'm really falling for this kid.

There's a catch, though. Isn't there always?

As much as I love Ash, I feel almost...hesitant? I think? Like I love snuggling with him, and hearing him say he loves me, but in the back of my mind there's a little voice going, "Yeah, well, Sal said that too and then broke up with you an hour later. This kid could too.". In my heart, I know I can trust him, but that friggin' voice just unsettles me every time. It's not fair!! I shouldn't lose faith in every guy just because of stupid Sal.

So I told Ash this. I'm honest with him. And he just cuddled me and said that he would never do that (i did warn him 'never' is a difficult promise to keep...) and that he loves me, and really wants this to work out, and I can trust him. He said he wanted to prove it to me, and that all he needs is a chance.

Remember my rant about chances? ;)

So I say to hell with the little voice. I found a guy who is so sweet, so thoughtful, and so dedicated that he stayed up until midnight to wish me happy birthday on my Facebook wall and then 2:30am drawing a picture of us and my favorite Pokemon :). It's a really cute drawing too, I have it hanging up on my board and when I look at it it makes me smile :) :) :). And if he makes me happy, why should I be worried? I trust him, I really do.

And because of that, it was indeed a very happy birthday :D.

P.S. Sal got me raspberry-filled Lindt chocolate (faveee), some cute chopsticks, and scented rocks (i lurrrve aromatherapy). It was nice of him :).

♪: "What's Left of Me" by Nick Lachey
♫: "Innocence" by Avril Lavigne